Nana's Blog v.3

Happy new year figgy =]

Saturday, December 31, 2005 21:08

My life's so f*cked up right now.

I realise that 2005 is over, marking an end to another year. Like what I always do, here's my yearly review. Frankly my only comment of the past year is FATIGUE. Fangurling and school made me love my bed like I never did before.

[ripped from tiff's]

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
- turn vain
- voluntarily cut my hair shorter than shoulder-length
- ^ before that, wax kusa-bangs on self (which sustained for months until it poked my eyes out)
- earned money by trafficking JE con goods
- freak out everyday for no reason
- worry about overspending money
- wander on the streets just for the sake of not getting home
- get penpals
- read definitely-non-JE fanfics until my eyes pop out

2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Nope. I did not improve in academic studies nor lose weight. Ya I think that's pretty much last year's NY resolutions.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
My uncle (I mean her wife xD). I got a baby boy cousin and he doesn't cry even if u poked him.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Gladly no.

5. What countries did you visit?
None.

6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
Wow that's hard. *turns greedy* To be realistic, more money. Then.. good seating tickets for our planned-JE-con-going-trip, food that do not contain any fatness, a pretty school report (decent one at least), my own room, THE pair of shoes.. I think that's about it. Maa's I-want-koi vibe has not reached me... yet.

7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Can't think of a REALLY important one. Well if it helps, 15/02/05? It was Kusa's birthday and I got sick. I stayed home and my friends suspected me of having a Kusa-shrine at home and dancing hoolala dance around it.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
- being 16. w00t I can get married u noe
- I didn't really do much :/

9. What was your biggest failure?
- wasted the whole year on JE crack, or mostly
- did NOT catch up on studies
- gained yet a hell lot of weight
- appeared to be suicidal in front of teachers, why the hell did they keep on poking me?

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
repeated colds.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Um, iono.. my friendly pen?

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
huh?

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
- most teachers
- family/relatives that remind me how much of a failure I am

14. Where did most of your money go?
Definitely food. Then it's accessories like bag, wallet. Then it's fangurl-related materials. Then it's clothes.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Strangely, nothing really.

16. What song will always remind you of 2005?
Ooo *jumps* there are quite a few.. TEPPEN (NewS), Wish (Arashi), Seishun Amigo (u noe), Axel F (Crazy Frog), Miss Love Tantei (W), One Day One Night (Imai Tsubasa), ENDLESS STORY (Ito Yuna), Because of You (Kelly Clarkson), Siberia (BSB), American Idiot (Green Day), Have a Nice Day (Bon Jovi), OCEAN (B’z).

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? sadder (life is slipping away)
ii. thinner or fatter? sad fact, that is.
iii. richer or poorer? richer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
SLEEP, improve in grades, lose weight, finish homework on time, fangurl less, be more constructive to AM (Maa says more work more kane)

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
munch on conscience-killing food while sticking tongue out to mother, fangurl (Ooo I should have put that here), read fanfics, oh did I mention eating?

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
It's past Christmas already, we did order pizza.

21. Did you fall in love in 2005?
After being spoilt by the JE crack, I find most guys in real life... um you'll get what I mean *wink*

22. How many one-night stands?
0

23. What was your favorite TV program?
CSI Miami (since 03) slash that 70s Show (again since 03 xD)

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
nope. My hatelist just consists of 3 ppl. You have to do something that levels with killing Kusa for me to put you on it.

25. What was the best book you read?
Um, I really seldom read. hp6 was not really nice, so... *scratches head* OOOOOOoo do magazines count?

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
I can actually play on piano by sight-reading a whole piece without pulling my hair out and screaming bloody murder.

27. What did you want and get?
- a new cellfone
- some non-look-at-me-I'm-gonna-kill-myself clothes

28. What did you want and not get?
- good grades
- Arashi’s One summer tour DVD (coz it's not out yet in 2005 T_________T)

29. What were your favorite films of this year?
I kept on re-watching my few fav films, do they count? If they do, they’re Oceans11 / 12, the Italian Job, HarryP 4, Madagascar.

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I opened my luffly presents and I turned 16.

31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
I fangurled for Kusa. Technically more of JE n other fangurlism crack. Fangurling makes me less depressing *nods*

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
crappy, crappy, crappy.

33. What kept you sane?
Maa+Quin. Fangurling. School to let me keep track of time.

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
D-U-H. u noe best.

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
The last thing I care about in this real world is politics.

36. Who did you miss?
friends who left. left not died.

37. Who was the best new person you met?
I didn't really meet many NEW ppl this year, Ooo a bunch of luffly church friends (who significantly enlarged my social circle) and a few nice fangurls here and there. No definite best.

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
Do not tell yourself "Dun worry you still have time *pats*". What you SHOULD tell yourself is "Bloody hell. The deadline is here."

39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"I'm useless, but not for long. The future is comin' on." - Gorillaz

Currently Amp-ing: Gorillaz - Feel Good Inc.
Current Mood: Yay *hugs last 2 hours of 2005*